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Date:2007-01-05 14:00
Mood: disappointed

Dear Ass-wipe,

I posted you on http://www.womansavers.com for all the world to see how you cheated on me and hurt me emotionally and physically. I pray that you will never hurt another but I know because you are good looking and charming, another prey will fall trap in your web of lies.

Someday a greater power will judge you but until that time I will let the world know my story.

Forever Scarred

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Date:2004-11-11 17:11
Subject:i need some feedback...
Mood: anxious

i've got a problem that i want to spread around open-minded communities in order to get a response and clear my head. i'm sorry if this offends people that i'm using the internet to bitch, but i don't want to go to somewhere i can bitch, i want real responses from smart people to come back to me.
i'm a brilliant writer but i can't stop thinking about this friend of mine. she's not really a friend anymore, but we used to be best friends and life was wonderful with her. we're both straight, but we were the cutest couple ever and it was the two of us against the world. in the beginning i was the only person she could talk to and i loved the feeling that i mattered to someone. for the longest time she was the only know that understood who i was, and she loved me for me. i hate to pin it on him, because he's a great guy and all, but things changed when she started dating this one guy. in the beginning he was all she talked about and i got annoyed but i got over myself and it wasn't about him anymore. it was the fact that the more time she spent with him the less time there was for us, and this made me nervous, so i talked to some other friends about it, and word got around to her, and i talked to her about it, and we were fine. she had a busy schedule but it wasn't her fault, she hadn't done anything wrong. i helped her boyfriend put together a surprize sweet sixteen because there was a chance she wasn't going to get one, and it was great, but then her parents threw her a real one and i got in trouble that night and couldn't go. i never really forgave myself, and i held on to the drama act for a while, when i realized that i was over reacting and i needed some time away from her, so i told her the next day, and she understood but the next day her boyfriend stopped me and said she was too upset and this was a horrible idea, so i talked to her that day and fixed things back up. she kept saying that we'd have more time over the summer for us, and i was looking forward to having my best friend back again. she had been focusing so hard on school and other people's problems that she wasn't the same person, and i refused to except that maybe she was just changing, growing up, excepting maturity. well her bf never really liked me because i'm not like him and i don't think he ever understood by steph and i got along so well, but you could tell by th way we were together, it was clear to everyone. well i called over the summer to hang out and she was always too busy, and i can't help but blame her boyfriend for ruining part of what we had. well i never even saw her over the summer, and i think that's partly to blame for this book i gave her. near the end of the summer i bought her this fairy notebook i thought she'd like and i added a few poems i had written while thinking about her, and these poems were sad and it's not that i felt that way all the time, but it felt like she was dying in my arms and i thought the least i could do is be honest with how i was feeling, so i did, and i'm sure brian saw it and maybe even told her she's better off without me, and he hates me for sure now because i would get upset over little things she did and she'd go running to him and then he'd go running to me. and i felt like a horrible friend sometimes so i pulled away, and now i want her back and i don't want to give up all hope that she's gone forever. i'm still friends with her twin brother and i asked if she wanted to hang with us this weekend but she's busy again, so every once in a while i'll invite her to something i think she'd like and she says no and i hang up and cry, it's the same routine over and over, and my other best friend says its not worth it and i should leave her alone. but i still love her and i always will. i just looked at her journal and she’s got the pre-menstrual rambling, and it reminded me how much i miss her period because she comes to me crying over the stupidest little things because she gets so emotion and it’s adorable. she needs me and i know it.
i just want some voices, a conversation going to see if i have a chance, to scream in my face for being so stupid, to ask me more questions to get down to the bottom of this, anything. i just want new people to talk to about this, outside opinions, because it's driving me crazy and i'm sick of crying.
please, if you have anything to say at all tell me
i know i'm a loser, but i don't care as long as i have her...

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Date:2004-08-15 20:48

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Date:2004-07-28 22:23

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Date:2004-02-17 08:15
Mood: curious

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Date:2003-07-01 12:14
Mood: anxious


Sorry, i know the cross-posting without lj cuts is really bad manners, but this is SO important and SO timely if I could just reach a few of you, it would be worth the nasty responses.....

I've been an AmeriCorps member for almost two years, and in that time I have made contributions to almost 100 organizations, in labor and volunteer hours.

These programs keep children reading, fed, and nurtured.

We save the lives of countless endangered animals and protect the environment.

People all over this country are affected by disasters every day, AmeriCorps services these people when they will need it the most in their lives.

We contribute to the health and well being of countless Americans.

We are people, from every walk of life, age,race, and religion,

We are seperate in our diversity, but united in that we are volunteering, to make everyone's lives better in this country.

We struggle day to day, financially, mentally and physically, doing what you can't even PAY most people to do.

People who have participated in AmeriCorps program often take what they've learned, and continue to contribute to they're communities, helping others in need either in our spare times or by working in the non-profit sector.

The numbers are mind blowing, the effect, even though we are not a well known program, has a huge impact on our country. The devestation that will happen as a result of these cuts is sickening.

I can’t begin to put even a percentage of what we do, but here are a few local examples:

Farmers and elderly in rural areas, devestated by tornadoes or ice storms, can't even begin to repair damage,
AmeriCorps members come in for over a month to help those that other programs can't/won't reach, even if it's just to move trees or sort debris.

These same members also spend part of their summer fighting fires in MO, along with doing controled burns (at no cost to the Forest Service.)

AmeriCorps members in St. Louis tutor hundreds of kids in inner city schools where the teachers are overworked, underpaid and stressed well beyond they're means. After school programs are run by AmeriCorps members in many of these schools, which, due to the cost of these programs, would not happen otherwise.

Here’s what WILL happen as a result of cuts in AmeriCorps funding:

More kids on the inner city streets with nothing to do.

More children that cannot read

More people left without hope, resources, or even someone to listen during the worst moments of their lives.

I have personally been affected by the time I've been in AmeriCorps. I have learned to deal with conflict, interact with teams, and been given an OPPORTUNITY to work my way through college, something I never thought I would be able to do.

I could go on for a very long time about this and frankly, if I do I might cry. This is a serious issue people, the ramifications of the losses we are facing are horrendous.

PLEASE PLEASE help - just write a letter, however brief, and we will hand deliver it to the President himself. Email adresses and info below.

Thank you. Because someday, you may need us, too.


mail letters:
Supporters Of AmeriCorps
1315 Ann Ave.
St. Louis, MO 63104

email letters:

questions? respond as a comment or call 314-772-9002

also: www.americorps.org is a wonderful info site

If you’d like to know more about my personal adventures, mostly stories in and about AmeriCorps, read back on my journal calender, since this journal has been mostly about these experiences, here in St. Louis and along the West Coast.

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Date:2003-03-06 22:22

There's a new community called straightsvsgays. Everyone here is encouraged to join.

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